Peace

Posted November 20th, 2009 by kerri and filed in small house living
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Steve Boy ScoutI’ve been think­ing a lot of my brother, Steve, lately. This month, my book club took on “No Immediate Threat: The story of an American Veteran,” the book I wrote about his strug­gles after the Vietnam War.

It was a pleas­ant sur­prise when they sug­gested they read and dis­cuss the book close to Veteran’s Day.

It was espe­cially poignant, as today is the 10th anniver­sary of his death.

I couldn’t be far­ther from where I was that cold night back in 1999 when my brother went to sleep for the last time.

I was a new reporter on the school beat for a local daily. My day timer shows that although it was a Saturday, I was busy work­ing, cov­er­ing a Boy Scouts event. When we learned of Steve’s death 14 months later, I looked at my cal­en­dar and actu­ally remem­bered think­ing of my brother while I was at that event the day he died, as he had also been a Boy Scout.

Vietnam changed the Boy Scout and ath­lete we knew. My brother returned a tor­mented soul.

In the years that have fol­lowed the after­math of his death, The Little House has played an impor­tant part in help­ing me shed some of the emo­tional clut­ter, to find my own sense of peace.

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