Missing My Emma

Emma

I'm tak­ing the day off from post­ing, as I am dev­as­tated over los­ing one of the finest dogs I've ever known.

Emma went miss­ing some­time early Thursday morn­ing, hav­ing gone out to roam with Sade and Chloe before the hot sun came back out.

Emma hates the heat and there was a 100+ heat index yes­ter­day. I knew some­thing was wrong as soon as the sun appeared and Emma did not. We've searched by boat on the shore and tromped through the woods and have only turned up a lot of chig­ger and mos­quito bites.

In our search, we dis­cov­ered that my aunt's elderly dog col­lapsed on Sunday and they had to help him make his tran­si­tion to the next life later that day. Another neighbor's — more than 2 miles away — elderly dog dis­ap­peared two days ago, the sec­ond time he has tried to wan­der off to pass from this life (the first time this spring, he was found and nursed back).

It's been a long, hot and hard sum­mer. Emma rarely wanted out until after the sun went down. Last week­end, our friend Mike, pointed out how hard it was  for Emma to get around. It was true, at 11, she moved slower and her coat was no longer the shiny, healthy coat as evi­denced in this pic­ture taken nearly three years ago dur­ing our first full win­ter here. We were advised by our vet just on Tuesday to have two sus­pi­cious lumps removed from Emma's chest and leg.

I wrote on my K9 Cuisine blog how Emma once saved my life. I only wish I could have kept her with me forever.

Emma was my mother's favorite "Granddog" and if she is gone from our lives, she is now back with her Grammy, giv­ing her a lot of nudges and in return, she is get­ting a lot of pets.

24 Responses to “Missing My Emma”

  1. Cindyt says:

    So sorry to read of your loss of Emma. It is so sad to lose our most pre­cious friends. They are in our lives for such a short time…My two Peke's are full broth­ers (age 13 now) from the same lit­ter so I know I will be hav­ing a dou­ble loss in the not so dis­tant future as I see them both becom­ing old pup­pies. Take care and time to heal your heart and find your bal­ance. A new love will enter your life not to replace Emma as they can never be replaced but to bring more Love to you and your 'pack'. Love Cindyt

  2. Sharon Waldrop says:

    Kerri — I am so very sorry to read about Emma. My Sally is old and can hardly get around any more, so I can relate to that end. I'm griev­ing right along with you as I know how much it hurts to loose some­one or some­dog in the family.

  3. Oh, Kerri, I am so, so sorry for your loss. As a HUGE animal-lover, I know how great that loss can be. I also know how hard it is when you don't get to say good-bye. (((((HUGS))))xxxxx

  4. I'm deeply sorry to hear of your loss. And it is dou­bly hard when a beloved pet dis­ap­pears and we don't have the clo­sure of know­ing what hap­pened. Those days of wait­ing and wor­ry­ing are really, really tough. My thoughts are with you.

    • kerri says:

      Very tough, Melanie, and it brings a whole dif­fer­ent kind of grief. Thank you for your kind words.

  5. kerri says:

    Thank you again, every­one. Still no sign of her at all. I appre­ci­ate all of your thoughts and prayers for all of us. Dale and I are just heartbroken.

    • Judy Bruton says:

      I am so very sorry for your loss of your beloved Emma, the oth­ers in your pack must grive also I'm glad you have eachother to com­fort eachother in such a time.

      My thoughts and prayers are with you and your entire famile both fur­full and furless.

      –Judy in Texas

    • Judy Bruton says:

      I am so very sorry for the loss of your beloved Emma, I know the oth­ers in your pack are also griev­ing and you all com­fort eachother. My thous­ghts and prayers are with you and your entire fam­ily, both fur­less and furfull.

      Judy in Texas

  6. Vida says:

    Hello Kerri, I am ter­ri­bly sorry to hear about Emma. You have our best wishes and heart­felt con­do­lences. Someone once said "Dogs' lives are too short. Their only fault, really." This is only too true…

  7. Brandy says:

    We are so sorry to hear Emma is miss­ing. We are send­ing prayers your way.

  8. Kathleen Winn says:

    Oh Kerri– it is so painful to lose a beloved dog. I am so ter­ri­bly sorry for the loss of your dear Emma. I know how spe­cial she was to you. You and Emma are in my thoughts, dear friend.

  9. kerri says:

    Thank you all. It's amaz­ing how one dog can affect your whole life's rhythm. From clean­ing (no more big black scary "tum­ble dogs" to clean as the rest of them are short haired), to the bark­ing and howl­ing they would all do to get me up to feed them on Saturday morn­ings (Emma was the ring leader so it was a pretty pathetic song this morn­ing). I also will not be putting my house shoes up on the dresser at night any­more as it was Emma who loved to lay on them. It was a good ride for 9 years. You can't ask more from a dog than hav­ing it save your life, and she lit­er­ally did once: http://​blog​.k9cui​sine​.com/​d​o​g​-​r​e​s​c​u​e​-​s​h​e​l​t​e​r​s​/​m​y​-​b​b​d​-​r​e​s​c​u​ed-me/
    I only wish we could have got­ten to say good­bye.
    There's a big hole at our lit­tle house right now.

  10. I am hop­ing for the best. I am so sorry to hear the news.

  11. Kim says:

    Oh, Keri. I'm so sorry. We have an older dog who's been with us for 13 years. Losing her would be like los­ing a limb for me. I hope she'll some­how return home to you…

  12. Alexandra says:

    So sorry for your loss! I had never thought of the rav­ages on pets the high temps of cli­mate change could pro­duce, but it is some­thing we need to take into consideration.

  13. Allie Johnson says:

    Kerri — how dev­as­tat­ing this must be. I am so sorry. I will be hold­ing you and your fam­ily and Emma in my thoughts. They are never with us for long enough.

  14. olivia says:

    Kerri — I am so, so sorry. I, too, have lost too many pets. Our last, Oliver Beagle, died 3 1/2 years ago and I still miss him so much — he was 15 1/2 and the love of the fam­ily. My prayers are with you.

  15. Susan says:

    So sorry for your loss.…I know how hard it is to lose a pet.

  16. I am pray­ing for you and Emma.

  17. V Schoenwald says:

    As I write this, my eyes are full of tears. I give you my most heart-felt sym­pa­thy to you Kerri.
    I pray that she is over the "Rainbow Bridge" and she is at peace.
    I only know the loss of pets too well. I that I can say, Kerri, is I am so very sorry for your loss, and that all us greive with you.